Usually I try not to type up a journal that involves ranting and depressing things lately.

But seriously dude. D; Auuugh.
Just a few days ago I had a breakdown. I thought those little annoying events wouldnt bother me. But apparently it did. 8I
Like, I've been trying to see my friends from my old school, but the get together's date keeps being pushed down and such. What the fuck.
And Im having so many guilt trips. FFF.

And my bird flew away. :<
Just when things start to get better. A big slap in the face.
As soon as I stepped into my house, I just knew right away that my bird was gone without even looking.
FFF-I was such a bad owner too. ;< I didn't play with them or take them out of their cages a lot like when I was 5 years old. (I had them for 11 years surprisingly) Then I put covers on them to keep them quiet. I forgotten all about them. Until my mom started cleaning them, then somehow one of my adventurous birds sneaked out and flew off. D;
I sat outside waiting for her to come down until the sun sets. I saw her flying everywhere, sitting in trees and chirping. Shes just hanging around the house. Enjoying her freedom. ._.
I just took her cage, put it outside with lights all around it.
I really hope she'll come back. I feel so guilty not taking care of them good. ;n;
Fwaaahaaaaa. Fuck meeeee.