Oh gawsh. 8I My last journal was emo.
Hey we all get better some time.
I just wanted to get rid of the other one. |D Um...

Well anyway, fixed problems and started hanging out with my friends again. c;
They raid my closet and took clothes.
Brandon wore my girliest clothes to the mall. Tried my skirt on...|U DONT STRETCH IT MAN.

Im feeling a bit childish at the moment, in a good way, even though my past sucked, I wanna go back and have my wild imaginations run free when I played with toys. It feels real and entertains me.
You know what I mean...-
Jelly bean?! FFF-snorts-
So now I feel like drawing the time...warp thingy...
And OC meme...

ALSO, write a difinition of each of my friend and draw a lil picture with it.
Example:
=MEG-(Adjective/Noun) An irresistible mamal from the rodent family that nibbles, makes a "meep"s noises as it wiggle's its legs constanly.
-
I dunno what she is gonna be, but I think its quite funny...

And MOVIES. Been going out to watch them lately.
Like "Paranormal Activity" and "The 4th Kind".
Those movies can scare you man, and leave you thinking about ghosts and aliens. I believe in both of them.
While watching "The 4th Kind", My enemy was there and a bunch of fucking loud teenagers kept talking. Damn kids, my Dad literally screamed at them and my Mom got a few kicked out.
And the "2012" Movie. No matter how much I dont like the world right now, I really dont want it to end. It probably wont but still, waha. Go and see iiiit. Its wild suh.

And theres a bunch of other movies I wanna watch but no one wants to watch it with me...
"WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE" IS MY CHILDHOOD BOOK, DONT YOU UNDERSTAND?!
And "Astro Boy" for some reason...an Old anime show...<D Hah-Hah.
Oh...and the "The Blind Side" if thats the title...
Fuck "New Moon" God damn twinkle-vampires. >:C FFF -Keeree Rage-

Ah well...yeah...8I Im done...

I cant pick an emotion. >:C
Im not impressed, Im fustrated, I AM UNHEARD.
Its hard to choose.

Anyway...

Ugh....seriously. D;
The word "seriously" is my common word, STFU. We all have one.
Anyway Im just having a tuff week with all of my friends.
Having problems with each of them. Well not all of them, but yah you know.
Some are serious I dont mind.
But most I dont really care....
...Yeah I know that was bitchy of me, but if you knew what it was, you'd probably agree...or not.

I dunno, I should have gotten off of the computer and wrote in my journal, instead I stuck around online...because yah know, trying to solve problems over the internet.

I shouldnt be saying this, but I just...urgh I cant help it. I alrighty know its not bad cause I didnt type down our personal problems, but still. Its alrighty too late to write in my original journal. Yes, I still use a journal...D<

Wow just wow. I still us DA's journals to talk my feelings out. >:C
NO JUST NO. I gotta stop doing that. I cant even write most of what Im thinking. Better than nothing though.

:I ...

Hrmph. LOVE. LOVE?! >C Im seriously not liking it.
O GEEZ. Spilled da beans. D;<
/SHOT

Cant think of a title.
Its 10:40 PM over here and Im tireeeeed...|U
Imma early bird who sleeps late...Well for some of you guys, you go to bed at like 3 in the morning. So uh....

ANYWAY. I wanted to get rid of my emo journal I had...
I didnt get my bird back apparently. :< But Im over it, I wish I could spray her with water before she left, she looooves that.

Im doing fine now.
Had a little party with my friends.
We had a good time doing a rave in my basement...We fail miserably though. xD
But it didnt last long cause they had to leave early. >:C I bought smores for nothing.
But we went to a corn maze where people scare you.
My fave was the gas chamber (where you cant see a thing) and when the guy pops up right aside of me with a loud working chainsaw. FFF.

Then the next day the Fall festival.
I dont need to say anything about that one.
Cept I got sick. Damn you gais, spinning the ride around FAAAAAAAST.

That was a bunch of useless things youve read.
But typing it down makes me happy. :b -wiggles toes-
-needs fuzzy socks-

Usually I try not to type up a journal that involves ranting and depressing things lately.

But seriously dude. D; Auuugh.
Just a few days ago I had a breakdown. I thought those little annoying events wouldnt bother me. But apparently it did. 8I
Like, I've been trying to see my friends from my old school, but the get together's date keeps being pushed down and such. What the fuck.
And Im having so many guilt trips. FFF.

And my bird flew away. :<
Just when things start to get better. A big slap in the face.
As soon as I stepped into my house, I just knew right away that my bird was gone without even looking.
FFF-I was such a bad owner too. ;< I didn't play with them or take them out of their cages a lot like when I was 5 years old. (I had them for 11 years surprisingly) Then I put covers on them to keep them quiet. I forgotten all about them. Until my mom started cleaning them, then somehow one of my adventurous birds sneaked out and flew off. D;
I sat outside waiting for her to come down until the sun sets. I saw her flying everywhere, sitting in trees and chirping. Shes just hanging around the house. Enjoying her freedom. ._.
I just took her cage, put it outside with lights all around it.
I really hope she'll come back. I feel so guilty not taking care of them good. ;n;
Fwaaahaaaaa. Fuck meeeee.

Herro.
School just started for me last week on Tuesday. D;
My neeeewww and BIIIIIG school.
Switched because they have a program I need.
I MISS MY HOME FRIES AT HOME. D;> -bawls-

But its alright, didnt make any new friends yet. Im going slow.
But some I've met from summer art from last year, thank goodness. c;
I still need to find some people.

The only thing I hate is I cant us my own lock to use for my locker.
They make you use theirs, a number combo.
And Holy butt-fuck, for some reason I can NEVER unlock those kinds.
So Im stuck using a backpack filled with text books. :C
Better than nothing. Glad we all can use backpacks.
BIG SCHOOL anyway, I wont have enough time to go to my locker.
And then my friend tells me horror stories from the school.
D;

And for some reason they put me in DEBATE class.
-need to get out of there- I barely talk in school. D;> -panics-

Well, Im just peachy really.
Just getting lazy now on commenting pics, journals and all.
Please forgive me for the lack of being online and commenting!
Um so uh yeah.
3 day weekend for me. HMMMMM <3